i see what i want to see

i am so bogged down with my own thoughts that
  everything that HE shows me,
  every evidence he presents of HIS being,
  every push HE gives to me,
   I think it is me,
   I am the contamination in everything

I want to take me and my ego out of
  every image of HIM,
  every act of HIS,

I want to be void of me...
  to find HIM.